I have been wondering how long has it been since I posted something on my blog. And the answer is - pretty long if I look back at the frequency when I just started blogging! I had this doubt in my head at that point as well. I was all excited when I just started writing and felt like writing every other day like maintaining a dairy :P. I used to ponder how long would that enthu live. And I can pretty much see that it has been aging quite drastically. Even faster than I expected. Guess it's suffering from Progeria.
This pattern is not just limited to activities like blogging. I see it in every small thing in my life. It's the newness of a thing that excites me. But I tend to get 'used to'; actually 'bored' would be more appropriate; very soon! It's both good and bad. Good in a way that I keep looking for new things and thus exploring and learning new stuff however petty it may seem. But at the same time, it's wasteful. I buy something new with great excitement and within a few days (you won't believe, but sometimes within a few hours) the excitement starts wearing out. It's wasteful specially in case of materialistic things. And it's not very positive on the other front too; when I get excited about a new activity and start off with a great passion. But soon I start loosing interest and quest for something different starts. This again is both good and bad. I get to try my hands at many things, but then at the end of the day, I don't feel that I am good at any of them!!
It's more like a cycle..I come to start liking the same things again when I come across them after a long time..not sure if this is the right way to go about things..but it's not entirely in my hands right? You like something and you don't like something. What can you really do about it?
Guess it's pretty late at night to find answers to such complex questions of life :P
I better go to sleep now. May be I will find a solution in my dreams :D
To be continued..
